Don't delete.

thanks honey.

i'm sure you're not as ugly as you say.

do you have pic?

Its ok!!!! This could be a good thing!! Don't worry about it the best thing that could happen is that Ian could ask you out because now he knows how you feel. And the worst thing that could happen is that he could just not pay attention to it. That way he doesn't have to deal with your feelings. But see this is the greatest thing ever, now he knows!!!!!! Now its his turn. Now he has to decide if He likes you or not. I know it was really embarrassing, but believe me it will all turn out good. I know it!!! Let me know what happens. I'm here for you girl!!!!

Victoria

I know that song dang it, and I can't remember the name of it!! Help please!!! Have fun watching Lord of the rings!! I love those movie!!!

And I love you too gurlly!!!

Victoria

I know how difficult it is to talk to someone you have feelings for about those feelings. Have you ever considered it? Have you ever done it? I really love this line,

And even though she had every guy in the school falling at her feet, she was still stuck on you.

Omg that is so sweet that u would put my story in your diary! Thank you so much!! I'm so sorry you have been left to feel this way. I know how you feel. The story I wrote was from my heart. Not all of the things happened to me but the middle school part did. The only difference is that it was happening just a little while ago. And I'm still feeling the affects of it. The aching.... When i was writing that part I almost cried cause I could still feel it. The ache that ran not only from my heart but it bled though my whole body to my very soul. I saw the guy that did this to me last night. He grabbed my hand when I was leaving and looked deep into my eyes. I couldn't stare back. I didn't want to let him see how much I really hurt. I love him. I had to pull my hand away and run. But when we all run we all know deep down that there is no place to hide. Now all i can do is cry. Sorry I bord you with my sob story, but I just wanted to let you know I know how you feel and I'm here for you if you ever want to talk.

Victoria  

You won't believe this. You know you asked me to write the poem about a girl. Well i finished it last night. I was going to post it today and when I opened the folder it wasn't there. I forgot to save it. I can't believe it!! ugh!!! I'm really pissed off. Now I have to start all over again. Sorry!!! Now it will take me longer. Thanks for waiting this long!!

Victoria

Anyone that gets bord with your diary needs to read something else. Cause its your diary and you are supposed to write your feelings in your diary. That's what they are for. And just so you know I luv to read your diary!!!

Victoria

TY
&& noooo
i wld never
have an abortion
EVER
unless my parents made me.
bt i wld still fight!!!

Yeah I think I can do that, just give me some time. I've been really busy with school and Christmas. But as soon as I get a chance I will definitely work on that.

Victoria

Write about your favorite things. Like if you like fantasy or romance or adventure or what ever. It doesn't matter I know I'll luv it!!!

Victoria 

So,

You thinkk Im...

crazy?

~*_Taylor!_*~

yahh

it pissed me off!

lol. but things are better now.

I figured out who told everyone that

It wasn't Aaron. It was Dylan[My ex]

I kicked his ass after school.

&& I got in no trouble.

yayy! so thats taken care of

omg so friggin funny. lol i love it. it looks like my cat sort of, and he is a sh*t, he does all that. but i still love him to death lol.

sarah xoxo

omg best song ever!

That cat sorta looks like my cat, and we joke around that she is an evil cat and blah blah blah, so we always play this song for her.

I see you figured out how to get youtube vids on here...

~EMilyyy 

copy the html code and then click the <> thing when you are writing an entry and then copy it.

[EMisALLgiggles]

WHAT?!?!? A-foy-d...afford?

~*_Taylor!_*~

whats affood?

~*_Taylor!_*~

yahh. I LOVE youtube too, there's really funny videos and stuff. =]]

yahh talk talk talk.

watsup?

No Im nottt.

~*_Taylor!_*~

Whats blank and better.

~*_Taylor!_*~

kayy. so wastsup?

lol thats reallyy weird! =]]

I hope you know that TYLONAL can be almost one of the worst things you can over dose with? It can make you very sick and give you cancer and not only that but could kill you. So if i was you i wouldn't be bragging about how you are high off of tyonal. It makes you look pretty stupid. I just wanted to let you know because I really like you and wouldn't want you to make a stupid mistake. I learned about what tylonal can do to you , but I can't remember the name of the cancer that you can get. and you can get it from just over dosing one time. So be more careful with yourself.   

what do u mean?

~*_Taylor!_*~

Ya know what?

Tht retarded icon thing u posted on my entry was fxcking gay.

Your the most immature little bxtch.

Its not even funny.

But

oh yeaa and

Dont do anything like tht anymore,or i will reprt u.

So just

shutdafxckup.

KTHNXBYE.

~*_Taylor!_*~

awwe, that's so cute! i love it!! :]

&&ackk, i know, it's terrible, isn't it? you just can't stop missing him whenever he's not around<3

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

"Darcy" has 2 diffeernet hair colors...pix are  also stolen.

~*_Taylor!_*~

Carli,

Where the hell oh wait thats mine lol lol.Carli you do kinda lay in bed and think of ways to ruin peoples lifes.Was saw good??Sexy Spinach dip thats a first for me but I can go with it.

Natalie

p.s let me borrow that top lol lol!

I have added you.

~Kristen~

what...the...fudge.

Do you just lay in bed at night and think of ways to kill my rep on here. i bet you do. this is ridiculous. i dont write PUBLIC entries about you where every1 reads. how would you feel if tht happened to you. ppl keep commenting me and telling me what a horrible person i am "to treat poor poor carli that way". Now will you PLZ stop im trying to enjoy a party.

kthnxbye.

~*_Taylor!_*~

Oh I almost forgot thanks for the tip on having your same entires on more then once.

Your Loving Aunt,

Natalie

Omg Carli I can't believe you guys are not friends anymore.I hate hearing about two such good friends ruining a 9 year friendship over a fight.Its ok you will get through this.Yes this is my new diary.

Your loving aunt,

Natalie

p.s aubrey and layne miss you why were you not at yayas house.I heard you are sick sorry honey.ill call you later.

hey cool entry. sounds like it was fun. i used to do that with my friends, just spend ages taking random pics lol. anyway you commented on my entry where i said i might be pregnant. sorry i took so long to reply i didnt even see the comment until now when i was going back through it. yer if i was pregnant i would have kept it. i could never justify getting an abortion. i would never forgive myself for it. but as it turns out i am not pregnant. lol thats one less thing to stress about.

anyway im off.

byeeee x x x x

AND AGAIN WITH COPYING! EXTENDING YOU LETTERS IN THE LAST PART OF THE WORD?!?!?!

STOP IT ITS EFFING ANNOYING

GET YOUR OWN LIFE!

~*_Taylor!_*~

sry but i dont believe a bit of this.

your copying me yet AGAIN.

Thats why i blocked you.

IM SO DAMN TIRED OF YOU DOING THIS!

Darcy-you f***ing NEVER tlaked bout her till i brought the REAL darcy out in my land of illusion entry.

KISSING-NEVER did u write about it until i talked about it in my diary.

GOING OVER TO UR HOUSES-NEVER untill i talked bout tyler and blake comin over and us goin over.

STOP DOING IT! ITS ANNOYING!

God when will you GET IT IN YOUR THICK HEAD?!?!?!

~*_Taylor!_*~

well do you think he's going to fast??

if you feel werid and uncomfortable with what he's doing (kissing, touching grabing etc.) than that mite mean hes going to fast for you.

good luck, Amber.

what do u mean 8th grade...?

~*_Taylor!_*~

I would say number 2.

You really shouldn't put their last names on here.There are a lot of people out there that want to get little boys.You should take those off there right now.

~Kristen Jansen Renae~

thats really hard to say seeing as u described them all as cute and funny Just think of it this way. if u were with Austin #1 how would u feel. If u were with Austin #2 how would u feel? and if u were with Chris how would u feel? would u miss the other person? who do u look forward to seeing most in the day?

Girl I'm here for you tell me anything and I'll try my best to help.

Love ya!!

Victoria

u cann call l8er if u wanna

 but i cant talk till like 7 but

 i gues 5 mins wont hurt...

call if u wanna.

~*_Taylor!_*~

I know what it feels like to miss a guy. I miss the love of my life right now. He is away at college. So I guess we can just miss them together. Talk to you later!!

Victoria

He looks like he's about 10 years old...or is that not what you meant? I mean...he looks like he'll be attractive once he get older...but for now? Man, I feel like a child molester even TRYING to look at him like that..

Ick...

Sorry.

1  sry but hes UGLY!

~*_Taylor!_*~

Name : Amber

Age: 20

Height: five six-ish

Gender: F

Weight: bout 113

What you look like: brown hair to my shoulders brown eyes. people tell me all the time that i resemble Katie holmes. no joke. it's kind of rediculous.

What grade you in : im not

What is/was your favorite grade of school so far: highschool

Whats you crushes name: Russell

Straight/Bi/Gay: Straight

Virgin: nope

Have any friends on here: a ouple i think :D

Favorite Website: mm... actually this one is becoming my favorite..

Favorite Diary: all of them!!!!!

Best Friend: girl: allison; boy: brandon

Do you like my diary: i love it!!!!

Kiss or Make-out: both can be very nice

Hug or Kiss: both

Lipgloss or flipflops: LIPGOLOSS!!

Did you like my quiz>>: YEEESSSS!!!!

lol i remember all of those things! lol that kyle thing was good...

~*_Taylor!_*~

I agree with you....Oh and i care about your colorful entrys they are so much more fun to read. Have a great day!!

Victoria

Cool. Thanks.

If someone irritates me enough I'll write about them, I probably would have gotten around to writing about the one I mentioned in my entry, if she hadn't deleted her diary.

kk carli how could u say that u no i love u and would never belive that thats y i asked u first befor i belived that so dont be mad at me and i wasnt tALking about u i was talking about allot of people so dont asome things becase u no i love u muches and nothing could change that so i love u call me and we can disscuse this love ya'll 

                             tessafugems

thanks so much!
i absolutely hate putting
up with it sometimes, though.
hope you get to feeling
better!
<3

i'll read your diary. =]
ugh i was sick friday and was bored out of my mind. i was checking the clock every ten minutes like "right now i'd be in english class..." lol. i hope you feel better, =]

i read your stuff. Hey i hope you feel better!

Victoria

i luv that pic your video wouldn't work for me. i was sad!!

Victoria